it took me a while...but i finally visualized
you standing in front of a mirror and singing that song to yourself...LOL!

feel free to carry on here anytime you like!

you too, pamaramadingdong!!

the itinerary for the 2002 Ratso Rizzo National Tour will be posted shortly.

Magic Mirror

Stanin by the highway, suitcase by my side
No place I want to go, I just thought I'd catch a ride
Many people look my way, and many pass me by
In moments of reflection, I wonder why?

To the thieve's I am a bandit, to the mother's I'm a son
To the preacher I'm a sinner, NO I'm not the only one
To the sand-ones I'm unhappy, to the loser's I'm a fool
To the students I'm a teacher, with the teacher's I'm in school

To the Hobo's I'm imprisoned by everything I own
To the solder I'm just someone else who's dying to go home
The Gerneral see's a number of polititions too
To my friends I'm just an equal in this whirlpool

Chorus:
Magic mirror won't you tell me please
Do I find myself in anyone I see
Magic mirror if we only could
Try to see ourselves as others would

To policeman I'm supicious, it's in the way I look
I'm just another charactor to feed a phantom book
To the censor I'm pornography, with no redeming grace
To the hooker, I'm a customer without a face

And the sellers think I'm merchandise, they'll have me for a song
The left one's think I'm right, the right ones think I'm wrong
And many people love my way, and many pass me by
And in my quiet reflection, I wonder why?

Magic mirror won't you tell me please
Do I see myself in anyone I see
Magic mirror if we only could, try and see ourselves as others would!!!

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i'm not feeling too good...been fighting the urge to go to ER since about three..

it's a fight between the fear of not getting back out, and blowing the fuck up..

delirium must be setting in because i'm starting to think that if i use a lighter and a hatpin...i can remove the fluids at home.

fever is constantly 100+
weight is up to 310
large veins have blown out in the area below
navel...hideous!!!

i know i wrote no more med sitreps..but, honestly,,i can't tell what is best anymore?

Todd, hang in there and get the medical help if you need it. You're the only one who can know. You're in our hearts and our Bvibes are going to you. Ceas

Todd...

I'm sending tons of Blundervibes to you. Hang on if you can... but don't be afraid to let go if you must.

I love you, man!
Peace, Love, Music and (((((((HUGS)))))))
~Wyldflower
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Bro, they were able to help you the last time, and bring you more comfort than you had. Let them again if you think they can.

Hang in there & best wishes! We'll be thinking of ya at the Nags Head gig! Get well soon! <img src="http://www.arlo.net/ubb/smilies/peace.gif" width=16 height=16>

todd..i'm with larry. they helped you before, let them help you again. much love and prayers are being sent your way!

Todd, what Larry and Deb said. I'll be thinking of you and sending blundervibes your way.

Todd, I've said so many times in my life that I wish I had a magic wand so I could fix things. So here I am again wishing I had a magic wand.
I don't even know ya, but yet I do
and I want you to feel better. I'll send up good thoughts and good energy and loads of prayers for you. Peace.

thanks everyone...and you for the call larry.

i'm still waiting for them to decide the plan..

i'll check back with yas later.

Nothing wrong with medical sitreps. Keep 'em coming. I hope the next one reflects some improvement, but we still want to know. Hang in there, please.

Todd, I'm not a real doctor, but I play one on ArloNet, especially today when I read what you say is happening to you. Take my advice and go to the ER. As far as your fear of not getting back out, us Blunderites will be handling that with Bvibes and prayers.
Hang in there & get well soon, bro!

i go in 9am tomorrow morning...til then pumping pills...they think my chemical levels (na + k) are out of control..duh?

must do all possible before surgery..cos without clotting factors and the pressure..
it's all in God's hands..

but God never gave me more than i could handle....yet!

i wanna hold my grandson, nate williams jr.
come hell or high water..i'm taking that bus to colorado.

Todd when you make it to the E.R. then you can go croaking. Croaking is better in the hospital. Especially when the nurses are good looking! Just pretend your a bull-frog and your meds, are tasty bugs.

*I had this dream of seeing you at the Church, and you had a new liver. I pray you see your grand-son! With or without the liver. Your making me feel bad, complaining of my Asthma. But I know I shouldn't, and you wouldn't want me to. Don't be afraid to leave us! I'll try and do the same.

**I've learned so much from you. I'm taking that with me.

Good luck Todd. My thoughts are with you, Cindy, lil Mike and Georgia!