way to go, todd!

Congrats, todd. That worked for my dad with smoking. Up to the day before the quadruple bypass he swore all the smoking is bad for you stuff was just some conspiracy or something. And now I don't think he's even thought about lighting up since.

bumper..wonder if we can get to the pyrotechnology part of todd's brain..
gotta say...glad to have you around todd!

we can try, Georgia, either that, or, clone him.....Todd & Ddot, maybe...<img src="http://www.arlo.net/ubb/smilies/lookout.gif" width=15 height=15>

if we were to find a way to utilize the pyrotechnics of todd's brain, then i think, is when we would gain some real altitude!

good to see you, todd.

Clone Todd? Ye Gods and little fishes! Sooooooooo, does that mean Ddot would be a middle aged white guy trapped in a black pregnant lesbian body???

Yea, I think so, Saki.... do you think Ddot would have "issues"?...maybe even Ddot'd post, on Arlo.net, working thru such "issues"
discussing his/her emotions & ruminations...and who knows, maybe other Blunderites'd log on, w/ messages of support...who knows, it could happen......<img src="http://www.arlo.net/ubb/smilies/lookout.gif" width=15 height=15>

due to e's asking me what's up...
it's time for a sitrep...cos i'm not sure how much time there is..celery or not.

good stuff...

it's a fight,,but am still expelling fluids steadily.

veins are visible...much less hassle for blood tests.

still sober.

bad stuff...

kidneys can't handle much more of the meds.

heart and lungs under extreme pressure from swelling.

no clotting factors.

almost all body hair has fallen out.

golfball size lumps in both breasts...a lot of pain.

am bedridden about 18-20 hours a day...that hurts.

in a disease process, often things aren't noticed right away...and due to the following i feel the need to say this:
today i gave myself an examination...my balls are gone..poof! atrophied away!!

no longer have any sense of well-being..anytime...and am thinking of checking out.

weird but true.

I love you, Todd.

Oh, Todd. I'm sorry. I thought things were getting better and you were feeling well. I must have missed something somewhere. Please, please don't check out. You're needed right here! Keep on fighting. Call me any and all names you want, if it makes you feel better (you'll probably be right about most of 'em anyway). Whatever--I'm adding you to my "thoughts and prayers" list.

good news.. <img src="http://www.arlo.net/ubb/smilies/smile.gif" width=15 height=15>

bad news.. <img src="http://www.arlo.net/ubb/smilies/frown.gif" width=15 height=15>

keep on keeping on todd, no checking out early...we need you around here. as muffy said..i love you.

Take care, Todd!!!

Shit, Todd. I can understand thinking of checking out, but I hope you don't. I hope you beat the whole thing. We all love you.

Todd, we do need you. I'll stay on the fence, whatever. But know we do love you.
Ceas

Quit thinkin' then, dammit - at least that's my professional opinion...
hang in there, anywho - there's still much work to be done, and examinations notwithstanding, we certainly can't count on me to do it...

When the going gets weird, the weird turn pro...HST